Who`s First...!?

Well the title doesn't pose a difficult question. Does it? Asked if you want to be first, we would say yes most often even before thinking twice or questioning back!

I want to be first in everything - in class, in a race, in promotions and nearly every other thing that's progressive and rewarding.

Yet many times we fail to be the first ones! Like calling a friend or trying to make it up with someone or even in getting our goals when we don't always want to take the first step but wait for it to happen. Let him call me first, let her come to me first coz its not my mistake. And that promotion should happen naturally!

Sounds peachy or same old stuff!? It might for sure but these questions remain for long unanswered and unattended. So it only makes sense to keep asking over n over again until they die off.

So when will I take that first step to stand up and say yes its me, I'm the one whos`s first and who doesn't wait for it to happen but will make it happen myself! Amen!

Celebrating Deepawali...!

So there came yet another festival, so another holiday and more reasons for celebration! Also my 4th Deepawali here in Singapore! We all had planned up for a get together similar to last year (which of course was at the tioman island in Malaysia) and had an absolutely amazing time together and hence this quick posting on the fly on my latest android tablet.

And another speciality of this post is that its neither from my latest speech to text conversion nor the traditional typing, but its done up with the even more recent swype technology that aims to get nearly 40 words per minute with a great accuracy. I was surprised when I used it first and even today. So my posts are coming in from various forms :)

Before I forget, happy deepawali world and like my friend said, 'a bright one'!

PS: I wasn't able to upload pics nor post from my tablet thnx to the sucky free blogger app they have for android. Hope they improve soon!

A thought to the Thoughts...!

Many of the thoughts that get lost are the ones that not everyone else thought but only few did and since they never thought their thoughts were unique, everyone else thought they never thought! While those with the lost thoughts never thought twice before letting go of those thoughts since there was no dearth to their thoughts that were born every nano second yelling and crying to get caught, only the thoughts knew they can't be duplicated nor be born once again before an eventual death.

Have you ever thought about it they question and feel disappointed with the answer thats mostly against them. While they never made any conscious attempt to be born, they couldn`t be stopped either. They came out anywhichways in many colors and with many desires before they got ignored and trashed for being themselves.

And those who killed never thought what those thoughts would've thought! For once, lets give those thoughts a thought!  

Sadness...!

What's with this sadness
that it never ends
Is it a fantasy, what does it think?
With time it grows strong n thick!

Times we spent in tears
When we didn't know why we cried
So small we were like infants
Yet we weren't spared

When happy moments arrived
We were a bit scared
Should we smile now or beware?
Never thought, would it even care!

Now we've grown older
It's become more familiar
We might not be together
It remains, between us, within us and forever!

Some Mute Songs...!

Some mute songs played, late at nights
Standing at the window, I listen sometimes
A dark mountain that was once colorful
Just a few hours ago, while the sun set to fall!

Like it's been here since long
All night I stand, stare prolong
Those little blinks down the hill
Of moving vehicles queued along

Absolute darkness outside, like inside
None ever knew, they saw what didn't reside
And some thunders roared, lightenings stuck
In splashes, I saw trees that shook

In a moment it was raining
Falling on the rocks, like someone singing
The night sailed, evolved n moved
Eventually the darkness dissolved
I stood still, my ground had rotated n revolved
It all looked same, time had evolved!

Some mute songs played just again
Lyrics in my mind weave some new line!

Gham Mere...!

Gham mere saath hee rehna
Khushi ki mujhe aadat to nahi
Jabse hee main aaya hoo
Bitaayi har pal sang tere hee

Jo tu aagaya hai, puri karle teri tamanna
Gale se khoob laga le, warna na kahi tu jaana
Main bhi tujhe na aise jaane doonga
Bin tere jaam ka kya karunga?
Gham mere...

Gar main has bhi doo, dikhta hai tu hee
Kuch bhi haasil ho, rehta andar hee kahi
Kabhi dar banke kabhi apno se nikalke
Aajaoge aakhir humsafar banke
Gham mere...

Mere saath hee dam lega tu,
Main rehna chahu tere liye
Ek din phir bhi jaana to hoga,
Jalaadenge wo saath tujhko mere
Par unke paas na jaana, saath mera dena, khush wo sabhee ho
Mere jaisa dost bhi kaha tujhe milega, zindagi ke baad bhi apni koi zindagi ho!
Gham mere...!