Wednesday, February 29, 2012

WANDERERS – XX


He found himself once again in a helpless situation and cursed the blind man. ‘Who would look after you once your daughter gets married? What would you do alone?’ the wanderer had asked while the blind soul had not said a thing. Does he want to keep her with him forever he wondered and felt sad for the girl, particularly so looking at her love story that was sinking! He laughed carelessly and waited to see a clear sky next morning.

A bright Sun shined on him and the clouds had finally died into the lake. Behind the tomb-hall, the lake flooded heavily as the wanderer bid his good-bye to the blind man. ‘Please find someone for my daughter’ he reminded and the wanderer nodded at her. I’ll be back he meant.

Only two buildings seemed visible from the tomb-hall as he walked his way back towards the town - the cave-house, which he desperately wanted to get back to and the rich man’s villa that now looked all the more haunting. I have tricked a powerful man. Did he visit the sanyasin next day? Or did the rains stop anything from happening? What do I have there when I get back? He posed innumerable questions, speculated, imagined and dreamt of what might have transpired in his absence during the past week or so. He had lost his touch with the calendar unable to recharge the dying batteries of his gadgets. The blind man had mentioned some lunar day that sounded worthless to him. ‘What a world!’ he exclaimed and paused outside the entrance of the cave-house.

As he composed himself, the small boy ran into him and asked many questions, searched his bag and got hooked on to a device that looked amazing. He saw the boy’s eyes brighten instantly. ‘It can talk to you and even obey your orders’, he said. ‘No, it’s a mini computer. Don’t try to fool me. I’ll get it recharged’, argued the boy and left him. The wanderer felt pleasured at the little boy’s knowledge and thanked the crooked parents of the rich man at the villa for not sending him to any school. He walked his way in.

His eyes looked for one woman whom he wanted to meet badly. He crawled inside the cave realizing she couldn’t be seen outside anywhere. The chilling wind once again felt familiar, dragging and calling. He was dissolved in its fragrance and the hymns of the sanyasin got him easily captivated and hypnotized.

She was deep into her meditation. None could ever disturb her and he didn’t try either. He waited patiently as she resisted further for some more time. She finally opened her bright eyes. For once, they reminded him of the early morning.

Like those dark clouds that felt proud and thought of having won the battle with him before he emerged from behind, eating them all and that he would arrive one day. All the illusion they had will be descending on his arrival. The eyes had opened and the Sun had smiled. Smiles that were contagious enough to get the wanderer bonded.

She walked out and he followed her like a disciple. She sat on one of the muddy steps and he went on to explain.

‘I’m really sorry. I went to the tomb-hall behind the lake. And I was stuck with this unending rain.’

‘Everything has a reason, and I’m glad you were there’, she comforted him.

‘I thought you might be sad, even angry at my sudden absence. Did you not think I had gone forever?’ he questioned.

‘No, you’re far from leaving’, she was most certain.

‘So you exactly know when I’m going to leave this place. Don’t you?’

She smiled and said, ‘It’s your decision. Not mine’

‘But you seem to know’

‘You won’t be happy to know. There’s something else that I have for you. I thought you would be keen, but you seem to conceal. Don’t you have many other questions to ask? Why do you deviate?’ she spoke his mind and left him speechless.

‘You ask my questions and even answer them’ he said softly.

The lady looked still, unaffected, calm, and peaceful. Is this an enlightenment, wondered the wanderer!



Continues…

Thursday, February 09, 2012

While...!

While I walk on some road, I see an old man, a school girl with few friends, a geek with early signs of aging, some teenagers talking secrets and others pass by.
While I blink, birds fly few meters away and clouds run like they've actually crawled, more leaves fall and west coast looks brighter of them all.
While I see another golden lining, I wonder why would the proverb quote it silver! While gold is more expensive now, silver might have been their time's gold is what I conclude.
While they all paint a single portrait and fit themselves in, I smile randomly just before erasing everything. While an empty portrait shows a reflection of some eyes and ears that look like mine, I wonder why do I see what I see! While I see a face that looks like mine, I realize it's a mirror that I saw once again.
While everyday I see, just a mirror remains!

Tuesday, February 07, 2012

Tears...!


Tears, which flow out of your eyes,
I see a reflection of a face
That tells me it’s the reason behind
the wet eyes, don’t you hide!

Big round eyes of yours
Those shine in excitement, are compassionate
Why they cry, shed tears
I do hate, albeit I can’t relate

You’re the one that brings all smiles
Eyes that look gorgeous in rejoice
The face I see in its reflection, is in disguise
I’ll rather see it dear, in your eyes!

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Fiction
Contains 2 series -
1. 'Me n My Madness' which is about a girl n boy who are college dropouts and their funny journey celebrating failure!
2. 'WANDERERS' which is a rather serious story of a man who's wandering on his way to find answers to all quests of life and his encounter with a woman who shows him his way and more!

Apart from these, there are several Short Stories too.

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Of course I'm no poet but I do get poetic as I love words and am mesmerized how they were made for each other! You'll see verses in English, Hindi and on Sanskrit too!

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