Tuesday, November 29, 2011

I AM!

I am jealous of how I once was
I am competing to be better than what I am
I am in Love with myself
I am my own critic
I am my world
I am my happiness and I am causing troubles by challenging myself
I am everything and I am the only thing
I am following a call, a voice that directs and tells me where I should be and what I should do and who I should be...
I am just that true disciple and a blind follower of that 'conscience'
Yes, I am!

Monday, November 28, 2011

Ghar se nikalte hi



Here comes another song composed by Rajesh Roshan and sung beautifully by my favorite Udit Narayan for a movie called 'Papa Kehte Hai'. This movie released and flopped during my high school days, but I can't seem to forget humming this song and it still feels fresh. So here goes...

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Fools

Two foolish men were walking from opposite directions into a forest and were deep inside when they came face to face. They liked each other's face so much and shook hands and exchanged some foolish talks. As they walked together, they slid into some valley and went flowing down. With the help of each other, they got out and thanked god for bringing them together! They further smiled and walked on and exchanged some more foolish talks.

As time passed and the fools got to know each other well, they had good time in the jungle. In the midst of the forest was a pond which got them attracted and they decided to take bath. As the 1st man got undressed and all set to get inside the water, the other man started laughing unconditionally looking at his mate's back. He passed comments, made fun and kept nagging until he got himself ready to dive in when the first fool got a chance to see his back. The first fool was no different from the second and did same things, said much worse stuffs looking at the second fool's back. They ignored that their faces were being liked and got intolerable for their backs were being criticized! The fighting got physical. They had beaten up each other so much and got tired but hadn't given up. They had to find an answer 'whose back is dirty and whose back was clean'

A monkey that was watching all these sitting from a tree top looked like a good judge and they went on to consult the monkey. The monkey said, 'I can't see your backs. You have to run fast and get me all the bananas you could find in this forest. Whoever comes up with the most bananas will win and will be awarded the best back man'

They set out in opposite directions looking for the bananas. They climbed trees, they searched for baskets, they made their bags to carry more. Months passed and none of the fools thought he had enough to be the winner and kept looking for more bananas. It was time when their bags got filled with so much bananas that they were proud of. But, none was able to carry the bag anymore because the bag was bigger than their strength and they never reached the monkey who held their reward! All they did was fill their own bags with the weakness of the other!

In trying to prove others' weaknesses, we wear out our own strength and become weak in the process. And we believe we are wise in doing that, but the title here describes what reward we get in the end...!

Monday, November 21, 2011

You Are...!



You are by my side, on my stride
Just like, I have you as much
As I feel you...


Anywhere, anytime, just come over
None we seek, to be together, for each other
No barrier either
You are...


How could you be taken away
From me?
You are, and no worry could ever be


You are for me and only me
Just like, I've lost myself to you as much
As I've won you...!


PS: Another inspiration this time 'Tum Ho' from Rockstar! 

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Like Eternity...!


I’m just awed by this wow view peeping out of the window, looking at pretty much the same thing in different colours each second of the day like it’s an eternity! Like there’s no end to its freshness, how creative the creator should have been to make the same stuff look different to the same eyes that see them every-day and every-second. Like a desperate hope to see that it all never ends and it all remains or just gets better – those colourful, wonderful, poignantly standing tall trees behind whom the Sun takes birth every morning, or those rocks that get wet and bathed with every new rain and those unendingly open-wide skies that get painted each time like never before…

Like those far off high risers that get covered by mist and appear as though disappearing in a wink! Like those million shades of grey and white and black costumes those clouds wear or exchange with the blue sky at times! Like those showers, like that wind, like that eye-piercingly strong sunshine or like those dark nights with few hanging stars, yes it feels eternal! A Trans like feeling again and again and I reiterate more often coz all of these are never-ending and that’s eternity…!

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Some Air...!



A fresh air had started to take birth from far across the hills n oceans and was set to blow, cleanse and soothe! It banged open the closed doors, windows and danced into curling curtains, chased out dark clouds! There was some pleasant whistle of blowing wind like some whispering flute, it was unseen but only felt! It hugged and tugged, clasped and pierced the soul, mind and heart!

Now the heart beats to its arrival, feet moves and shivers, gates to the good times are flung open and some winds have come, some fresh air is born…!

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Tablets or Books?


Are you a student or a teacher, a businessman or a writer? Whoever you are, tablets are here for you! I prefer my 7" to an 11" one simply because its light n handy! As I prepare myself for the next week's training, I get reminded of my school days with those heavy books and trying hard to hold them to read at late nights and sometimes doze off without even turning off the room's light!

So here's why a tablet is made for you n me :

- There's no need to hold a heavy book, just get the ecopy onto your tablet

- You can of course bookmark or even search for a text like its on a computer and hold it like it were a book!

- Don't bother about that room light. Just lock the tablet n place it by your pillowside

- Switch to internet or any other application in case you don't understand your subject

- You can carry just one 350g device rather than a few kilograms of books!

- Are you in a meeting n want to take down notes? Don't keep buying scratchpads

- And finally spare those trees that get cut specially for your books

Hey I was not advertising here. Just being awed by the technology! Or you can assume I was boasting! :-)

ROCKSTAR Rocks!?


ROCKSTAR opens with a fresh look and a typical Imtiaz Ali’s signature all over it. The audience is overwhelmed with some wonderful dialogues that might remind us the fun of Love Aaj Kal (mango people for aam aadmi)! The story might be quite obvious but the treatment is not. Just in few minutes, one by one, a set of 14 songs run and unlike other directors who’ve failed to carry anything beyond 8 songs in a movie Imtiaz succeeds here. Of course due credit to the maestro A R Rahman who’s poured heart n soul into the album and to the background. If you complain there are too many songs in this movie, it’s probably not for you coz its poetry in motion!

A few things definitely stand out in Rockstar – Ranbir’s commendable performance, Imtiaz Ali’s creativity and ARR’s soul stirring score. Even the new girl Nargis Fakhri fills the screen with freshness; her acting skills could’ve been much consistent though! Songs have been used exceptionally well to take the story forward. Look out for ‘Kun Faya Kun’ which creates a trancelike feel! And then there’s Shammi Kapoor, who keeps your eyes glued in one of the smallest cameos he’s probably ever done!

So, no complaints? Does it make Rockstar a perfect 10 on 10? It might have, had the director and his editor cut down those last 15 minutes which go nowhere and totally uncalled for. Right after ‘Sadda Haq’ (which raised so much noise before the release but remains unjustified in the context), the movie which had risen to the peak of entertainment finds its valley and starts dropping to find a mediocre climax! Another point that’s not completely convincing is the ultimate pain behind the love that our hero has for a girl who’s with him almost all the time. And that’s a little let down considering the standard Rockstar sets for itself in the 1st half.

If you overlook those minute hiccups towards the climax, Rockstar is a good watch. Imtiaz Ali doesn’t have much of a competition this year and might even run away with lot of awards along with Ranbir Kapoor and ARR.

I enjoyed most part of the movie and a 3.5 out of 5! And yes, Rockstar rocks!

Some Clouds' Story...!


                                           Some clouds were heavy, foggy
                                           For long they held up growing, accumulating
                                           Curtaining Sun, moon and stars
                                           Like closed eyes, covering tears!

                                           A whole city felt shadowed
                                           All windows and doors were closed
                                           Thunders that scared, loud they prayed, yet unheard
                                           Whoever had to turn the switch on, left the clouds untouched!

                                           And, finally he heard and decided
                                           Touched them, they all descended
                                           All fell down and showered
                                           The curtains had fallen, Sun glowed
                                           A day long story was thus told…


Thursday, November 10, 2011

Ise...!

The day when you realize there's nothing to suffice on such a premise when there's a little surprise while the heart takes no advice coz nothing seems wise even if it means you'll rise, stuck in a cage like mice that looks out n cries for that little surprise I'm okay to compromise with rejoice, wise or otherwise that's the choice!

Tuesday, November 08, 2011

Mask...!


There lies a face that can't be seen,
There hides a world that's unclean,
Mask over another, wearing a new color...
What's real is not clear!


Year after year, some decades pass!
Beliefs get ripped, if you poke that nose!
Some questions remain unanswered...
But, is that what you chose?


When we know we know something,
Until we realize we knew nothing,
About a thing that we thought we were proud of,
That thing whose mask kept changing!

Wednesday, November 02, 2011

RA.One… Hits n Bugs!



Well there has been so much the world is talking about RA.One – good bad n even ugly! Good for being the costliest movie of bollywood, 3D and SFX, SRK in a super hero avatar and of course chammak challo! Bad for having no content or not being worthy of what it promises to be! And ugly because of its innumerable flaws despite being expensively marketed!
For me, the movie worked in parts and was bizarre in the rest. So I point them out separately here.

Bugs:
1. SRK’s Tamil, all I can say is ayyo!
2. A gaming company in UK that has a set of weird employees who know nothing beyond 2 characters. RA One and G one. Look out for the scene when these characters get their names! How amateur!?
3. The world sleeps while RA One comes out of the game and breaks parts of London and Mumbai just for the sake of killing a boy! Oh boy!!
4. Is G One a Robot or an alien or a human or an actual toy!? Keep guessing, coz the writers just didn’t know either.
5. SRK’s punjaban wife pronounces ‘konjam’ as ‘condom’! Such is the state of sense of humor the writers chose to go with.
6. People did talk about its excellent effects. But all in vain n looks like a cheap Hollywood stuff (especially that red-eyed kareena and the complete climax visuals).
7. Background score sucked repeating the same tune whenever RA One appeared on screen.
8. SRK’s one liners have been written to irritate rather than inspire.
9. And, an unbelievably stupid climax.

Well, to be fair I try to list out these hits:
1. The 3D version was done up quite competitively.
2. All songs sounded and looked good at well timed intervals.
3. SRK delivers as Shekhar Subramanyam in those scenes when he’s not trying to be Mr. Bean!
4. Kareena is a treat to watch be it her ‘booty goes pop pop’ or ‘chammak challo’ or those emotional scenes. She’s a savior. And so is that boy who portrays her son’s character. Just nice.
5. RA One taking form and chasing on the streets of London are applaudable. (Only limited to 1st half)
6. The chemistry and that insecurity in a father-son relation come out pretty well.
7. Pacing and keeping up some sort of suspense despite its predictable plot.
8. Just for being so ambitious.

What could’ve been a revolutionary Indian film falls way too short, thanks to the director who carries such a history. Getting Rajnikant to do an unwanted scene and Big B to render 2 lines might get some audiences, but what about quality? Who approved the flawed screenplay and those awfully silly dialogues? If only RA.One was half as mature as being ambitious, this could’ve been path breaking.

Aryan Khan might not be very happy ‘appa’, but all the best for your RA.Two! There’s always a chance of a better newer version! And with lesser bugs…!

ROCKSTAR – Reviewed



I finally got my original music album of this much anticipated work by the maestro, A R Rahman! And, it’s quite natural to hate almost all the songs when you listen to it for the very first time, until you change your opinion totally. That’s how ARR’s music grows on you. I was no different and I disliked this album calling it below average. But hey, in the last 10days I haven’t been listening to anything else other than Rockstar. Here’s what I thought:

Well honestly, Mohit Chauhan is not in my favourite singers list (not even in top 25) though there have been hardly a couple of his songs that I had liked. And when ARR tweeted the track listing, it was Mohit’s name all over the album. If I’m not wrong, this is for the 1st time, ARR has used one singer for so many songs in an album and also this is probably the lengthiest album he’s ever done with as many as 14 songs and also none of his favourite singers feature (sukhwinder singh, sonu nigam, shreya or chinmayi) So the album is one of its kind from the word go.

The 1st track (Phir se udd chala) opens with a pleasant hum in the background and Mohit Chauhan’s solo performance that goes quite well as an opening track. This 4 plus minute song runs with a lengthy mukhda penned most refreshingly by Irshad Kamil, who’s also the clear winner of this album. What surprised me was I couldn’t find his name on the CD cover. Nevertheless, a melodious opening song gives way to the next one.

You listen to the chords and a highly energized Mohit Chauhan singing to an enthusiastic crowd that joins him on the next track (Jo bhi main). This song gets a lot of acoustic guitar and drums that add to another inspiring poem by IK. This is one of the songs which I thought should have gone to someone like KK or Kunal Ganjawala and wondered why ARR stuck to Mohit. I only realized the answer later (read through…)

The next track by harshdeep kaur (Katiya karun) is quite peppy and sounds more typical of Imtiaz Ali’s creation than ARR’s. Until half way through this track I didn’t even feel it was composed by ARR. It’s meant to be a lively and girly song dedicated to the film’s female lead that somehow doesn’t leave a mark and remains an average number.

So finally, ARR’s voice emerges out along with his favourite Javed Ali (who’s my recent favourite singer). If you missed ARR in the ‘Arziya’ song of Delhi 6, here he is with a similar track supported by excellent lyrics. ‘Kun Faya Kun’ is one soulful song that doesn’t fail anywhere. Mohit Chauhan too joins for the antra portions and this nearly 8 minute long song makes you feel bad only once – that is when it ends with a fading voice of ARR!

Look out for song number 5 (Sheher mein) that is easily hummable and instantly likeable. It sounds like ARR composed 2 parallel tracks one for Mohit and one for Karthik when they sing same lines in different tunes. Interesting! It also reveals a lot about the film’s plot, thanks to those dialogues in the middle. Once again, hats off to the lyricist IK. A peppy little song!

A Czech folk legend (‘Hawa Hawa’) is what follows next which reminds me remotely of the Spanish portions that ARR used for ‘Jai Ho’. A foot tapping and energetic song, which promises to look better visually.

Next one ‘Aur Ho’ opens with Mohit Chauhan almost whispering into the microphone in one line and at the top of his voice in the other. Clearly, a quality singing! This song also works thanks to some passionate lines written by IK and hat’s off ARR!

There’s an instrumental track that follows next - ‘Tango for Taj’. Though this flows well as a background score, there have been innumerable instrumentals that ARR has given us earlier and this one just falls short.

‘Tum Ko’ is one song I looked forward to ever since I saw Kavita Subramaniam’s name in the list. And does she deliver? Right from the word go! Why did it take so long for KK and ARR to get back after giving great numbers like ‘Tu Hi Re’, ‘Kay Sera Sera’, ‘Ishq Bina’ ‘Pyar ye jaane kaisa hai’ and many more. As the sarangi starts, there’s a feel of ‘Tu Hi Re’ (from Bombay). Some really unusual lines by IK make this one all the more special. So, another soulful song in the album and yet another winner of a track! Kudos!!

Check out for ‘Dichotomy of fame’ which might feature the late legendary actor Shammi Kapoor playing shehnai and probably Ranbir on the guitar. A small jugalbandi that stands out in this long list!

ARR reappears once again with ‘Nadan Parinde’ calling all those who’re away to get back home! That’s the mood of this song. Check out for the drums by Sivamani and combination of guitars in this energetic number. Mohit Chauhan delivers well with his portions and the sync with ARR’s voice adds to the energy of this song.

‘Tum Ho’ is based on the earlier track ‘Tum Ko’ with different lines, yet same soul. This, according to me is Mohit Chauhan’s best. Flawless and soothing voice, excellent lyrics and beautiful composition! Do we need more!? So for those who didn’t like Mohit Chauhan before (including me), it’s time you change your opinion. Coz there’s one more song in the list.

And here comes ‘Saadda Haq’ that’s already become a chartbuster and why not! A highly energized Mohit Chauhan with heavy drums and guitars in the background and a truly rocking performance by Ranbir on screen, this is certainly making lot of noise. I wish Irshad Kamil walks with the best lyricist award for this song.

And then there’s ‘Meeting Place’ a rendition by Ranbir Kapoor based on a poem by Rumi which is applaudable. What I did not understand though was some noise in the background like a mobile phone vibrating. Was that intentional? Anyways!

So that was a long review of a much lengthy album. In conclusion, it’s a very good team effort lead by Imtiaz Ali. ARR is back (after Delhi 6) and gives Mohit Chauhan an album of life time. Irshad Kamil writes few lines that strike hard. So a truly rocking album is born in the name of ‘Rockstar’!


My Rating: 9/10

References: Rockstar book that's packed inside the original CD.

Tuesday, November 01, 2011

1-11-11


Celebrating our 2 years of togetherness, we went roaming around in the Singapore city. From late lunch at Bali Thai to Vivo city to marina bay sands sky park, it was relaxing and surprisingly my 1st casual leave being in Singapore!

As I was transferring the pics from my camera, I noticed there was a folder named 'our first wedding anniversary' and I realized how time flies! 2 years like 2 days!

Here are a few snaps of the day...


Watching Ra.One at GV, Empty Hall!
Green Curry, Tomyam Soup @Bali Thai
Atop Sky Park @Marina Bay Sands

Singapore City from Sky Park, a WOW view!



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