One, And Only One…!

You might be the one & only one

I could just sit down & stare, all day long

You cause repulsion

I hear, I see, I feel

It’s that magic, that’s real, not reel!

When I get closer to you, I breathe some more

For your panoramic view, I get bit far

You still amaze me

Yourself you induce in me

I can go on and on and wander

What a wonder you are, I wonder!

All those who wrote about you

I’m sure were lost like I am

A picture that you are, all words would fall short for

Daylight or twilight, dusk or dawn

You’re the one, I know, and the only one!

Same Old Life…!

You have all powers, like always

I've come again to your embrace

You've opened up your arms

And I've walked into your space…

Not too long ago when I left

How will I, ever be away from you, I asked

I’ll find you wherever I go, I hoped

Until I lost all peace, I was away

And for solace, I had to come one day

Is it so hard for me without you!

I could only ponder, never comprehend

True value is defined after one leaves us behind

Some fortunate ones get back what they loose

And today, I’m truly one of those

My peace that had broken into pieces

A world that had gone in disguise

A void that persisted for short while

A big warm hug changed the course of my life…

And, it’s the same old life!

Gusted...!

I stand gusted in the desert, one whole day

Hot Sun, hot storm, blow me away

Drops of sweat I feed on, waiting for you I live on!

You’re far, I’m near. This pain you won’t hear

You can’t be living in peace

Having taken away my beating piece

The shadow of your arrival might bring some solace

These dark nights aren’t mute, days disgrace

Are my eyes blurred, or is it bareness!

I’ve spent an entirety in isolation

It’s an eternity of separation

Your voices echo with thunder

Your memories written all over

We won’t meet ever

And I remain gusted in the desert, in despair!

Along with you...!

Where have you gone, you were right here

Was your time so near!

You may have called or bid goodbye

Is it forever you’ve gone by!

I could’ve created an ocean, my tears weren’t few

I had seen more pain, yet it was new

I came running, hoping it was a lie

You didn’t care, you had to fly!

I’m cursed coz I remember,

Your memories run forever!

I try to forget albeit, harder it would get!

It’s been some time but I can’t fathom

What if you might just come!

Are you really gone forever?

Can I find you or see you at least once ever?

Is it not unfair, how can I tell my heart not to care?

I pretend and it knows nothing, I’ve told you’ll be back next morning

It’s not beating but counting ever since, until you’re back it’ll be waiting!

All alone you thought you were leaving

Didn’t you know, you were taking something

Into pieces we broke, you took a few

Along with you…

The End.-_-

Just a bit more pain is what I need; whatever I’ve got so far isn’t anything more that what’s in store; bleed blood white or red, whoever cared! 
Smile cannot be snatched; it’s yours I thought always, until a time came when a smile was laughed at. 
All questions would be answered eventually, yet some are best left alone. An answer might be more painful than the curiosity! 
Wandering thoughts were better, while truth’s been bitter, stranger and graver! And then, there’s still a choice. There are options. It’s never an end even if it appears like one! May be the end is good, but it’s not to be proved! Irony of the real world! While a fictional story concludes, reality just ends. And may be something or may be a lot remains beyond the end that goes on and on. And on…! 
The End. - ____ -