One night I went in search of someone whom I thought I relied and believed always! It was a dark night and nothing seemed visible to the eyes that were wet and dozy. I was tired and upset and low and down but still wanted to meet. It had been long time since we last met and I started feeling it’s only me who was missing that important soul of my life. How ignorant of you? I asked with anger…The wind never blew, the stars never shined, the moon didn’t glow. It’s been so many nights since we last met when I spoke for long hours, when I went sad and came back smiling, when I went with questions and came back with answers, when I went with anger and came back relaxed! Now where are you… why don’t I see you? Why don’t you want to talk to me?
I didn’t stop searching even as it was midnight. I didn’t care what the clock stuck… I didn’t care where my cell phone was. I just kept walking and I only saw dry faces, tall buildings, speeding vehicles, artificial trees and dead sky. I was seldom denied an appointment. When I said I wanna meet we met. It was me who had to ask, it was me who had to walk and it was me who had to talk… there was never a denial!
And today I needed to talk the most… it’s been months since we last spoke. Today I was the most disappointed and was the most worried about everything around me. And so I needed to meet more than ever before. Why was I turned away from your glimpse? Why was I treated hostile? Where are you and why are you angry or what are you angry for?
I cry and weep but you don’t come to console your child. You are the creator, you are my God! Why did you disappear? You know that I’m waiting to tell you something that I told no one. The night is going to end… I wait until the sun would shine… I know you’ll be back… I know we would talk… your son is waiting…
Please come back… …. …
Lovingly yours!
Krish
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