Am I...?

Am I different, Am I same!

Am I special or just ordinary n lame!

Am I a gift or unwanted n rotten!

Am I what I know or Am I being written!
Am I real or illusion, forged or forgotten?

Am I what they want me to be or what they thought I am?

Am I just none of anyone, yet a little bit of everyone?

Am I sent or thrown, bought or on my own!

Am I the one which mirror had shown?

Am I what my name is or my deed, what I’ve read or understood and craved for indeed!

Am I something beyond everything, evolving, growing and ageing back and forth!

Why do I wonder what I am when I’ve met many like me and many unlike me!

Why do I wander looking for everything else other than my-self?

Am I just a wanderer wondering, looking for what I am, what am I?

Am I?