I Cry...!

I would look at you from far across and cry

Cry at my helplessness, for not being with you

For not being able to get myself up to you

To you, I belong and I’m not even anywhere near you

Near you is where I want to be, not in heaven

Heaven I’ll castoff if you aren’t there

There’s no place that I ever want to be without you

Without you I’m empty, I cease, I don’t exist

I exist for a reason that I had found once

Once what I had found, I’ve lost

Lost I am without you and then I cry

I cry looking at you from far across, cry to be with you!