One more time on the same road on another day I ran onto an ordinary cloudy morning! It wasn’t any different and had now become more of a routine, so I was at ease. But the lady with her dog again banged at me. It so happened that every morning when I take my turn at the tennis court she would come by the other end and we bang! Wow, its amazing… I meant the timing! Not once, not twice, many times. How do such things happen!? First time I said sorry but from next time we just smiled at each other and there was a sense of surprise on both faces… or may be even on her doggy’s face!
So many faces had grown familiar and it had almost started like feeling at home. This is a very unusual feeling for people like me. They always complain of wanting to be at home, while others make the place they live their home! All these apart, I kept running and thoughts didn’t stop… they were running faster than me…
This was a phase when I was sandwiched between right and wrong! When I say I want to take revenge, how far am I sure that the other person deserves to be deserted? When I say I commit, how far is the other person loyal? When I truly believe you how far are you honest even with yourself? Last night I didn’t want to sleep when I was looking for one such answer and went down to the kid’s park where I was on the mini sea-saw. I played alone and was going up and coming down rolled into my own question bank! I left the sea-saw balanced but it never stayed… it would either swing to the right or to the left. While I walked past away from it, the left had become right!
Today however I’m happy to see this ordinary and usual morning because I’ve grown into them and like them this way! And my abs were showing good signs of pride to run harder and farther. The return trip was always a walk and again the trees were bowing down… I rushed into the swimming pool and was tired as I walked into the kitchen for my ready to eat sandwiches ;)
While winning gold medal was so delighting, series loss was disappointing… the critics had gathered for another right or wrong session…!
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