That day I was in total peace and
contentment. I had just had everything in my life and felt this is it! There was
no need or desire anymore, like I had got it all. There were no problems and
everything was perfect. There were many such similar moments before in my life when
I felt satisfied and happy but there was always an urge to crave for more or at
least to live on, but this was second to none. I did not desire to live on, I had
lived my life. I looked at everyone peacefully and napped.
After I got up, I was walking
into a different place. It was something I had never imagined or seen before or
heard of. It all looked bright and glorious. I saw no one and I walked alone. I didn't know where my family was, but I was moving, evolving and transforming. I
thought I was with them back at my place, but then how could I be here at the
same time, I wondered! I had left the body that had hosted me for decades.
Whatever my people thought of me,
I couldn't imagine. I saw nothing, yet was walking. May be they know now that I’m
in serenity or maybe they don’t. They need to be told, but I can’t remember
their faces. Slowly, I can’t remember anything. All I see is a divine light
that’s directing me somewhere and I keep walking. I don’t know for how many
days or months. There’s no time or schedules in this journey. The paths seem
beautiful, soft and comfortable. Like rose without thorn, like calm without
storm!
The light starts piercing and I start
hearing sounds. I'm breathing heavily, twice or thrice than before. I dance to the tunes and I feel some jerks. But the light has
not disappeared. It doesn't bother me because I’m happy. I’m protected and safe, unlike any other place. I’m sleeping without realizing and I’m awake without
intending. Then I open my eyes to the strongest light!
I’m crying heavily, I’m clearing
my throat. I’m in pain until my mother holds me in her hands and kisses me
gently. She’s crying too, out of joy seeing me for the first time. I’m still
screaming until she caresses me and feeds me exactly what and how much I need. Then
I smile at her and close my eyes and nap.
I only find peace and contentment,
nothing else. I sleep well.
I’ll wake up once again in 2
hours for my next feed. I've arrived!
PS: I’ll nap once again in peace and wake up once again crying. I’ll
always be, like the Sun, the moon and million other stars. I've arrived and
I've no end…
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